marty

you

2004-11-16T22:05:32Z

Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it everytime
What's even better is knowing that forever yur all mine
The closer you get the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes

I melt
Everytime you look at me that way
It never fails any time any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing that i'v ever felt
I melt...

=]

2004-11-14T14:53:49Z

STOLEN
-1 Heart

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-06T19:51:00

2004-10-06T22:09:58Z

Why can't we justSMARTIN THE FUCK UP

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-05T21:22:00

2004-10-05T23:40:13Z

o i've had better days...

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-04T17:50:00

2004-10-04T20:13:09Z

Now I've had the time of my life
No, I never felt like this before
Yes, I swear, it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I owe it all to you

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-02T19:31:00

2004-10-02T21:57:23Z

well atleast we never came last

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-02T05:56:00

2004-10-02T08:23:29Z

You Are<333

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-01T16:17:00

2004-10-01T19:11:57Z

I HAVE MY OWN LINE BITCHES MUAHAHAHAHAHA... ALL MINE TOO. 547-2384

cheeseonfire @ 2004-10-01T15:17:00

2004-10-01T17:47:13Z

i have soft ball tomorrow. wish us good luck. i need to remeber all of our cheers.muahahaha my team will disown me. and thanks for trying even tho u never succeded.
<33

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-28T18:10:00

2004-09-28T20:32:41Z

i hate sport's

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-26T20:50:00

2004-09-26T23:15:39Z

As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause no body came.

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-26T17:47:00

2004-09-26T20:19:56Z

sorry i cant be perfect...

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-25T19:53:00

2004-09-25T22:22:01Z

I HATE LIFE...KILL ME NOW...PLEASE

Thanks Everyone

2004-09-24T19:02:32Z

I Just like to say thanks too all the people who Voted me Student Council Prez... Thanks.
-Operation Don Cherry's begins.
-Operation Dance Begins.
-Operation vending Machine Begins.
-Operation Scooter Begins.Muahahaha

Vote 4 Don

2004-09-20T22:25:47Z

"John Smith Didn't Vote For Don Martin...John Smith Was Eaten By A Bear...Coincidence...I Think Not! VOTE FOR DON!"

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-18T23:06:00

2004-09-19T01:34:11Z

No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think I’m happy,
But I’m not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work, it was always there!
You don’t know what it’s like...
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-17T15:41:00

2004-09-17T18:12:45Z

VOTE DON FOR PREZ

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-13T20:14:00

2004-09-13T22:41:09Z

Your Heart Is Big Enough For Two

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2004-09-13T01:20:54Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEF<333
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COL<333
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTA<333

How Can You Ask Me To Stay, When All You Ever Do Is Go...

2004-09-12T18:35:16Z

So I fall
I don't wanna feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
And I'll just fall
I let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops
And you watch me as I stall
And wonder when I fall...

Yet I Want To Save You...But I Need You To Save Me Too...

O mys

2004-09-12T15:34:58Z

-I'm Bored.
-I Want to hang out with someone but i have the flu and am immobile.
-Jill just made my breakfast/dinner and it was really good.
-I think i might go listen to some music for a while.
-I Hate the flu.
-My house is empty.
-I want someone to talk to.

Haha

2004-09-12T15:30:54Z

I thought about hanging myself... But I was afraid i'd choke.

Blah

2004-09-11T22:32:12Z

-I Feel Sick.
-I Am Sick.
-I Have No Energy.
-I Want To Socialize but i don't have the energy to go Out
-I Wish someone would come visit me.
-I Am Lonely.
-I need To Lie Down.

cheeseonfire @ 2004-09-11T11:42:00

2004-09-11T14:06:54Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETE!!!

Tiered Of Being Used

2004-09-11T01:31:42Z

Well here I am again another lonely night all by myself again with no one to talk to only my parents ans the few people that come on line every now and then. These nights are very boring and usually I do a lot of thinking and I come up with some interesting things. But tonight I figured out something pretty disturbing. It doesn’t only make me mad but almost and probably more sad. And I just really lost my train of thought cause my dad came in. Anyway to get back on topic of something I realized tonight that someone who I thought was one of my best friends in fact really don’t care about me. Its amazing we have so much in common we like so many of the same things its unreal just about every song they like I know all the words too. I use to think before tonight that they actually thought about me and actually cared. We spend time together and I use to think that it was because we were good friends but looking back on it usually like 75% of the time there was something else involved that she would only want to hang around me. I never thought much about it until tonight that the only time they hang with my or call me up is when they say they wanna just hang but in fact usually it involves my resources. Its weird how these things are triggered and why you start to come up and figure out these things but anyway tonight I was sitting here on the comp bored out of my mind and I was just looking threw the net. And this person who I care about and would do anything for never even mentioned my name once in there whole life story. I thought I played some role of a friend or something in their life but I never even got mentioned in the many details about their life. I can’t believe that I am blind enough to care about a friend so much to have probably would have killed someone just for taking the smile off their face. But hey maybe its just me maybe its non of my business or maybe I shouldn’t care that one of my thought best friends didn’t even care enough to mention my name in her life. Always nice to know I’m worth something to you. O well I’m gonna stop now before I get out of my self I think I’m doing pretty good now so I’ll stop.

Also I think that my life is becoming that pathetic and boring that I may just start to pick up reading. Something I have dreaded and hated for so long I’m seriously thinking about picking it up. O well all I can do.